semua akibat..... GALAU !

Tau ga sih? Tau ga sih?
Nilai di semester 2 gue anjlok banget!
Pengen nangisin nilainya sih!
Jujur.. pengen nangis liat nilainya..

Lu tau ga sih?
Semua ini karena galau.. GALAU !
Bahkan, guru-guru tau kalo gue sering galau di kelas dan punya "beberapa" masalah.
Sedih banget ya tau hasil belajar jadi keganggu gara-gara galau !

Gue akui, selama semester 2, gue ngegalauin orang.
Ya, butuh 4 bulan loh buat move on !
Dan, gue baru bisa move on tuh bulan mei kemaren \(^o^)/
Tapi, semua itu tlah terlambat!

Kegalauan itu tlah merusak jiwaku.
Melemahkan tubuh ini.
Tapi, ku harap kegalauan ini tidak mendarah-daging
Tapi... Apa yang telah gue lakuin selama ini??
Wasting time ! Thinking of you ! Eww, it's so ridiculous.

Dan, apa yang harus gue lakuin setelah tau nilai gue hancur??
1. Remedial
2. Begadang
3. Ngemil
4. Galau kegemukan :((
(Abaikan no. 4)

Intinya, gue nyesel!
Walau sebenarnya, dengan galau, gue ngerasa pikiran gue kebuka lebar-lebar.
Pokoknya, gue pengen berubaaaah !
Oh ya, gue udah bikin resolusi semester depan loh!
I'll post it next time ;)

See you!

Terima Kasih, Teman☺

Terkadang, gue ngerasain kayak ga punya teman.
Terkadang, gue ngerasain ga ada orang yang care sama gue.
Terkadang, gue ngerasa kalo teman itu cuman bayangan semu semata.
Terkadang, gue ngerasain kalo dunia ini ga adil.
Entah mengapa, gue ngerasain itu semua.

Mungkin karena..
Jujur saja.. Gue ngerasa kesepian dikala gue sedang sendiri.
Tapi, gue juga butuh waktu untuk sendirian.
Tapi, tapi, tapi....

Tanpa gue sadari, disaat galau, temen-temen gue ada aja yang ngebangkitin gue.
Walau sebenarnya, gue harus bilang ke mereka kalo gue butuh mereka.
Setidaknya, mereka selalu ada buat gue :)

And, one thing that i love from them, they always try to make me smile.

Disaat gue nangis, lu coba bikin gue tersenyum.
Disaat gue galau, lu sadarin diri gue kalo gue harus tahan diri.
Disaat gue sedih, lu pasti punya cara gimana biar gue ga berlarut-larut dalam kesedihan itu!

Intinya, gue makasiiiih banget!
Without you, i'm nothing :)


Thank you for everything,
Marini Adani :D

Just feeling. No reason anymore.

I'm just feeling something.
In love. A little bit.
I can't say i'm in love for sure.
I'm still confused what i feel right now.
There's no reason.

Sometimes, this feeling makes me strong.
Sometimes, it makes me weak.
I'm feeling so confused.
But i know, i'll never get "his" love.
I'm like...
Just like a robot who hadn't love in their life.

Well, i'm not going to be like a robot.
I'm a human !
I know..
Someday my wishes will come true :)

Confession.

I've tried to hide this feeling.
I've tried to get out from this problem.
But, i'm failed.

Every single day, i'm trying to forget you.
Every single day, i hope that i'll be okay as soon as possible.
Every single day, i'm never thinking of you (again).

But now, you came to my life again.
I'm so glad. I'm so happy. Thanks God.
Even it reminds me of the past moments.

But, when you're get away again,
Don't you know How Much I Need You ?
Don't you see How Much I Miss You ?
Don't you feel that I'm Here For You ?

I know that ya'll never need me.
Well, thanks for this attitude !

I wonder that you'll need me but, i'm not there for you !

:')

Ya Allah, saya pengen ini pengen itu tapi Engkau tak pernah bertanya "wani piro?" :')
Subhanallah!

Labile. Unstable.

I know we're still teenage.
I know that our imagination fly high.
And i know that we should get our imagination.
But, we're not strong enough through the problems.
Our emotion still labile.
Our condition unstable.
So, should we do what we want even it hurt someone?

Hallo Blog! :D

Aaaaaaaaaa! Alhamdulillah! Makasih ya Allah :'))))
Tau ga? Tau ga?

BLOG GUE BISA LOG IN LAGI!!!

BLOG GUE BISA LOG IN LAGI!!!

Ya ampuuuun! Kangen banget gue ngeposting :')
Sempet give up nihhh gimana lagi cara log in blognya ._.v

First of all, Thanks To Allah who give me a chance to log in (again)
And then, I said Thanks a Bunch to Imam Nawawi.
Kalo gue ga bicara ke Imam, pasti gue ga log in lagi nih.
Hahahahahaha :))))

Okeee! Cukup lebaynya aaaah ;;)
Wait for my next post! :)