When This World Ignore Me..

I've been waiting. Waiting for the reason why i have to live on this "sucking" world.
Till now, i'm still confuse why i have to live between people who hate me.
I don't know why they hate me.
I don't know what the hell i am -__-

When this world ignore me, i just need a time to be alone.
When this world ignore me, i think that i'm a nice girl.
When this world ignore me, i look at my haters and think what things they hate from me.
When this world ignore me, i need to stay calm.
When this world ignore me, i just need my friend who can help me. Not hate me :(

Dear My Haters,
I don't know what things that you hate.
I don't know what should i do to make you not hate me.
I'm not a super girl. I'm not strong enough.
Tell me. Tell me what the mistakes.
Don't be backstabber !

Your Friend,
Marini :)