Love, Life, and Feeling..

Aku sudah remaja.
Tapi terkadang ku merasa aku seperti anak kecil.
Memang, boleh ku akui aku memang labil.
It's common thing, right?

Bagi seorang remaja, jatuh cinta adalah hal terindah yang pernah dialami.
Dan patah hati ialah hal yang paling buruk di muka bumi ini.
Tapi, jatuh cinta akan berujung dengan patah hati. Tapi tidak semua seperti itu sih.

I had my first love when i was in 8th grade ._.
Ha ha ha..
I thought it was a beautifull time ever. Sometimes, it hurts my feeling -_-
But i have to survive.survive.and survive.
And i let him to be herself.
At the same year, i've got love struck with my classmate.
Uhm.. --"
I know, my bestfriends loves him.
Hahaha.. LOL!
I just kept my feeling. Till i found the right time to show my feeling to him.
Before National Exams, i found the time. Yeah, i tell him what i'm feeling.
Oh ya, i'm crazy. I'm in love to 3 guys at the same time. Ha ha ha..
Well, they're just say.. "Thank you..."
But, i just love the one. Hmm..
Maybe, that just me who think about something morethan  the fact.
Just imagine something impossible would come true.

Several days after National Exam, there's a guy who made me in love.
He's ..... xP
I still remember the time when he showed his feeling.
This is our conversation..
F : "Rin.."
M : "apa?"
F : "*ngasih kertas* lu baca surat ini deh"
M : "Ok, gue baca ya :)"
F : "*ngegitar lagu To Be With You* gimana rin? hehe"
M : "so sweet banget ._. buat siapa nih?"
F : "Buat kamu. Kamu mau ga jadi apa yang aku tulis di surat itu?"
M : "hmm.. serius?"
F : "aku serius.. jadi gimana?"
M : "hmm, aku mau :">"
F : "kamu yakin? *muka semangat*"
M : "kamu maunya apa?"
F : "maunya beneran serius :)"
M : "hahaha iyaa aku mau ko :)"


Hmm, i was so shy when he said that he wants to be mine :)
I'm so glad. His love letter, it's fill with romantic sentences.
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! 070410:*


For sure, i didn't love him whole-hearted.
I still like someone that i adore. Hmm..


Hmm, my relationship stay no longer.
Just one month and 2 days ._.
Oh poor me..
He cheat on me :(
But, i love his action. He tells me what happen and tell the truth.
Although i ever hate what he has done to me, now i'm realize it better way.
AND I GOT BACK MY TRUE LIFE !

Once again, i adore my ex-classmate -_-
And it happened untill December 2010.
Ha ha ha.. Long time i used to adore someone that never be mine.
And i try to move on because there's something happen !
POOR ME! I have move on to the wrong guy -__-
But, it didn't meant that my life would stuck at that time.
As long as i can get closer with someone, i can move on easily.
BUT, I CAN'T FORGET EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED IN THE PAST TIME !

I'm kinda people that easy in love but hard to forget the 'beautifull' memories :\

THE END !